hello pplz, today i realized that nothing is happening in my life. ever since josh left my life has had no meaning. i feel like i am here to jus annoy ppl. its ok i guess bc now i dont care bout anything. n its a relief actually but its kind of boring. i need something to happen. i dont care if its dangerous or life threatening i jus want to not be so damn bored. its rediculous my life is not usually like this. n i gave up on love n boys but there are a few guys i think like me n man i jus dont get it. dont get what? i dont get anything anymore. n i jus dont care really but then again i dont want my life to be so dull. later chicas n chicos skittles is out