even in death

Feeling: torn
well today i finally finished mrs blackwell's damned community service. daryl did his yesterday so i had to do it without him since my mom made me work with her yesterday. i think this time was the most i've ever worked there. there was no standing around at all. no having fun. but i should have a better grade now. i'm not allowed to go anywhere today so i'm staying at home...doing nothing. but i guess it's ok since i'm really tired now. my toes and my back hurt...god i dont see how those poeple do it everyday. tomorrow is miriah's party. apparently i'm not allowed to go over there early...so mike and jeremy will have to wait. i guess. she said 4 was the earliest, which is fine. my mum bought me nachoes and cheese today. i just ate a whole jar of cheese salsa...and it only took half a bag of chips. which is why she bought me two jars...yeah...i know.. wierd... ooh bad touch song... i cant wait to see mike tomorrow and i only have one cigarette left. oh well..i guess i can survive...everytime i hear this song i think of jesse dancing to it in his boxers... i heard that last year from mike miller and my mike....i thought it was funny. especially since i was dating him at the time...yeah...made me proud. anyways... i guess i'm going to watch tv..or something. since there is no one to talk to...it's nice to have a day off. except tomorrow my mom said i cant go early...because she wants to spend time with me....yeah...sure..while i'm cleaning my room? and i hope all of my clothes are clean becuase i'm not allowed to wash any tomorrow or sunday...my mom's a bit superstitious... she says whatever you do on new years...you'll do the whole year..well last year i was in the hospital..and i havent been back since...wouldnt want to wash the family away now would we...no... cheers.
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i have money, like 40 dollars that my neighbor just gave me for no reason, he just handed me it, so i can buy cigs tonight.