actually i just feel sort of...left. i really dont have anything to say. but i am bored so i thouhgt i'd put something. nothing really happened yesterday, or today so far. i'm going to stay the night at stevie's tonight. i'll go over there later, my dad said he might need me to take him somewhere sometime today. got my cell turned off. we might be going to orange park to get another number tomorrow. then i'm planning on going back home probably friday. yeah. i feel very uninspired. like nothing's there. i'm just an empty page at the moment, there's not even anything to think about yet my mind is going mad with images. thoughts. things that have happened, things that might happen, things i want to happen but probably wont. the usual. yes, the usual, same old stuff. just a differnt day. meh. someone talk me out of this mind warp. i'm tired of being alone. i'll be glad when i find what i'm looking for. if i can ever figure out what i want. bleh, i'd like to go home now.