i woke up today and did nothing. i'm not doing anything..and i wont do anything. today is just a nothing day. tomorrow will suck. mike isnt going to be at school. my brain is going to explode. there are a billion thoughts running through my head...i dont even know where to start making choices. i dont even know what to do. all i'm doing is waiting for something to happen. and sitting here at home nothing will...so i shouldnt worry about it until tomorrow right...yeah...right... i'll be surprised if i can sleep tonight. how could i be faced with such a problem. this sucks. it really does..that's the only way i can describe it. it fucking suck. you know what..the hulk is a stupid movie. i'm kind of hungry. i'm so confused i dont even know if i'm tired or hungry...i just dont know anything. and i wont until probably tuesday. oh joy..more waiting. i'm playing with nail polish..it's fun to mix the colors...yeah i'm pretty bored.