well i might as well forget about zach. rob says that he would rather go out with her above anyone. figures. its ok thought, its not like it was anything really serious between us. i think i like jesse now though. we are getting really close. i think he likes me too. hmm. this may get interesting yet. today was really, really, boring. i had first lunch today bc there were about 300 absences. yesterday there was no school, so naturally there were some lazy ass people who didnt feel like coming for this one day before the weekend. frankly i would have died without this day at school. even tho it bored me to tears the first half. oh well. its over and im having yet another boring friday night. i can only take so much of this boring stuff. i was not born to be so isolated. some day i shall break free of my cage of solitude, so inflicted upon me by my ever so wonderful(yea right) mother. ugh dont u just hate food.