what a cool word, confuzzled, ok neways. hmm a world without guys. interesting. perhaps they can be our slaves. wouldnt want them to be victims of genocide. hehe, laughs evily. zach said he liked me. i asked him when he got into class that i wanted him to tell me if he didnt like me and i siad i didnt think he did and well i was expecting him to say he didnt but instead, he made me wait the whole damn period, and then walked with me to my bus and told me that he did. and i said not what i expected but ok. and i asked him after davy's mom talked to him, (he seemed shocked that i knew) i had figured he would have said soemthing but since he didnt i sort of just figured that meant he didnt like me. and here i was working up another boyfriend. fuck. now i dont know what to do , bc i dont know what he will do. grr. guys piss me off sometimes. even tho he didnt do anything wrong and it makes me sort of happy so know that he likes me. its just that it messed all my plans up. grr and double grr. so i dont think i really want to hurt him....anymore. one person i would really love to just kick in the balls is travis. if i could just hurt him one good time and show him that when i say leave me alone i effin mean it. maybe he would. i guess sexual harrasment charges just dont ring any bells with him. he is obviously very stupid. well. i guess thats about it. another day of going threw the options. hmmp. still wasnt expecting it. but wait. he could like me but guys like more than one girl at a time. im sure im not the only one. there's the problem i knew it was there somewhere. bugger!