first off, being dumped is just as bad as being cheated on. they both hurt the same amount...and the guy is still an asshole either way. especially when you get dumped for no good reason....when people get cheated on there is usually a motive. today was awesome!!! it's one of the best days i've had in a while. except for a few little things that i wont get into right now because it will only piss me off.... first it was jose's birthday and....uh...omg...i didnt tell him happy birthday...boy what a friend i am....uh, well yeah. anyways. miguel decided to dress all punk/gothic like ...somewhat...and i painted his nails and gave him some eyeliner. then i painted louis' nails and gave him some eyeliner and was mad late for second period. where, might i add, mrs doane was standing there as if she knew i was coming and i was very late. i dont like her she worries me....but anyways, im getting off the subject. in second period we read awesome poetry (hence the title) then in third mrs mills still cant talk...woot! then jesse wasnt here today and that was the only bad thing...of course i hate to say it but i didnt notice after a while...and i actually had fun today. but i have to admit i did miss him. things between us seem to be fine now. then at lunch i found jose and painted his nails and gave him some eyeliner. then he freakishly messed it all up by putting permanent marker all over his face in 4th. he just has to have all the attention. well im sure he got it, as i heard burnet talked to him about it. cant wait to find out what was said, but i'll have to wait until tomorrow. then in 4th we started our scrap books, which sound fun...but honestly arent, then bought some skittles which was awesome. except when i got to fifth i didnt much feel like eating any. daryl was all mad again today bacause of david. i dunno why, but daryl just said david's an asshole. so i went with it. but of course i and my magical happiness...(coughs)..made him feel better. miguel looked really hot today. he stoped by at lunch to watch me fix up jose and he gave me a hug and a kiss....oh yeah, and he looked Really HOT... ok well, eh hem...when i took kady to third period she showed me the pictures she had taken at the end of last year....josh was in there. he is so freaking cute. but i hate him so it doenst matter. yes, i hate josh forbes. he is an egotistical asswhip with the sympathy of satan....but he is still cute. (sighs...then slaps self for mentioning 'him'....) the rest of the day was kinda boring. but i had lots of fun at lunch. including saving mariah from the Wrath of Devin. then he tells me that because i cant see jesse and we cant sleep together it makes him depressed. well, that's nice. i'd like for that to be possible...but ya know, some things you just cant help. i think i might get him to take me home tomorrow...or one of these days. then he will know where i live, and during the summer, he can come kidnapp me. i hate josh, i love jesse, and miguel was really hot today. peanut butter rocks, and so do cheez-its, which might explain why i cant stop eating them. i...really...dont...want...to...present...my...poem....dammit.