well, today miriah and i went to georgia. we're here now...and she's asleep in the living room on the floor where we have to sleep, and i cant go to sleep becuase i miss mike. its 11 30 and everyone is asleep but me. my stomach hurts....badly. it just so happens that today i started my period..oh joy. yeah so i feel like crap. i miss him really bad. this is the second weekend in a row that i've not been able to see him. and it really sucks. we rented the notebook and it made me sad...then miriah asked me..if i ever had to leave mike (like in the movie) and then i came back and he was in love with another girl...would i kill him..and i said, i'd kill myself. and then i said dont ever ask me that question again. just the thought of that made me feel so shitty. it was insane. i really do love him. i just want to call him and tell him that. but he's probably asleep, or drunk...or something. i want to know exactly what he's doing at this very moment.....probably....i dont know. he might be with rick. he called miriah this morning and said he was at mike's house. so they're either at rick's or mike's. well, i dont really know what to say, except my stomach still hurts and i'd like to go to sleep...and i love my boyfriend. so ...um... cheers.