Something i wrote last night. I keep thinking of the worst like nothing good could happen what do I do now how do I be happy so used to being alone unhappy and depressed what if this is something you might regret i can't think of the words to say it's hard to explain torn between feelings so used to pain a decision made for the better bringing a change for the worst why am I only having this problem is no one else cursed my past should be forgotten it's only bringing me down in my tears my screams are drowned is this a good thing will you be just like them is this another heartbreak do i already know how it ends the closer i get to you the harder this will get the more of the past i remember and the more i try to forget