well today was...weird. it started off with me riding the bus. it was ...bad. i was the only high schooler except for two freshman. i hope that i never have to ride the bus again. i'm making my mom take me to school tomorrow...i will MAKE her do it. she tried to get me to ride again tomorrow..no..i'm not doing it this time. things were going ok...second period..annoyed me...then after lunch i heard something about davy which i found out to be true. so i was very very pissed off at her for a few periods...then i found out something about rick..which also pissed me off. apparently he's not coming to my party...if he has a problem with me he is sure good at hiding it. then i was telling daryl about everything in fifth and i was so stressed and mad that i got a really bad headache. so for the last fifteen minutes of that class i was trying not to scream...then i sixth period it took about ten minutes for chef to stop ignoring me long enough to try and ask him if i could just go outside for a few minutes utnil my headache went away. i was going to ask him if i could go outside and talk to racheal..but i didnt even care after a few minutes..i started crying. i dont know why..i just...couldnt help it i started crying...and he looked at me finally and asked me if i was ok and i said no then he told me to go in his office and wait so i did and rachael went with me and i started to tell her about everything and chef made her leave...so then he asked me what was wrong.. i didnt want to talk about it again...and it took me a few minutes to say anything..but i started telling him..what had happened that day..and why i was not at school yesterday..and then it went from my friend's problems...to my problems with my mom...to my dad and my grandmother in georgia.... i just...spilled a lot out..and i didnt want to. i dont know chef tyson..i dont know why i did that. i wanted to talk to rachael..but he kind of..insisted that i talk to him instead. he kept telling me i should go see mrs kirby. i dont want to see a guidance couselor. and i'm not i told him i'd think about it to shut him up...but i'm not. well i did think about it...and i decided not to do it. then i couldnt find mike after school..i ended up talking to chef the entire period...and i waited for davy to take me home. then miriah called and said she was going over to rick's house and she was going to call me back but i was in the shower when she did...she said six..it was like six thirty... anyways...tomorrow will probably be just as stressfull...oh i cant wait...