gee i havent written in here since last thursday, hmm lets see what has happened....nothing, nothing, oh and lets not forget...nothing. life is full of surprises. i am hungry, but im waiting for my mom to come home with cereal!...which i will eat. but until then, im really hungry. im tired, but today i was in a pretty good mood. even though we had that stupid fcat writes thingy. which was pretty easy except i had a stupid prompt for my essay and it was about study hall and i didnt like it and i was mad bc i didnt think i would do very good on it since i didnt like the prompt. but i think i did ok. jesse wasnt at school today. amanda was though so things could have been worse. i dressed up today, tomorrow im wearing my pajamas. yay. that sounds great. and....oooh....i might not wear any make up....but damn who cares anymore. i have no one to impress, not even myself bc that hardly works in the first place. ugh and then mrs middleton gave us a test today and it was pretty easy except she has to be difficult and make us write an essay, which i was not looking forward to since i had just written a five paragraph one three periods earlier. and oh look, now im writting another one. my sister is drifting away from me. she has been for a long time now. almost a year. ever since she started to date richard. after that it was like everytime we talked i either helped her with a guy problem, mostly about richard, or ben, and then i told her my problems and she would go back to her problems. and i understand i mean none of her friends can give her any good advice because they're all nutballs, so im glad that she comes to me for advice, but she never really tells me anything anymore and i dont tell her because, well, im sure she cares because after all she is my sister, but she doenst act like it, i cant talk to someone who doesnt want to listen. well now that i've vented the past 5 days in one entry, which i left out everything i did this weekend like being bored, babysitting, gettin very very sick, and then gettin better sort of and then everyone seems to have gotten sick out of no where, its freaky. especially with all this mess of a wierd diseas in jacksonvile and somethign else in gainsville. the world is coming closer to the end each day.