funny word....anyways. i think the only good thing that happened today was that daryl put a frog arm in cassi's food at lunch today. haha, and the bad part is i missed it. she started crying...ah...good times. mmm...i should learn german, that way i could know what these chicks are saying. tomorrow should be very depressing. i feel an argument coming on. i will too. if he comes....which he probably wont. he'll just be an asshole and leave me upset. of course i told him to...but thats not the point. eh...now i have to go around telling that story to people...i'll probably tell davy first...or daryl...depends on who i see first when i get to school. i'd just like to tell jesse and he's right. there is no reason for him to come. so he shouldnt. i think we'll both live without each other. he's probably just one of those guys who gets attatched and thinks he wont be able to live without me....ha yeah right. i give him a week and he'll be over it completely. maybe less...he's a guy. no matter what he says. which isnt anything. he never tells me anything. he doesnt tell me anything about me except that i miss you thing. i'll probably be all pissy tomorrow...sighs. the life of a teenage girl. it's dreadful isnt it. mom wasnt home today...for hours after i got home. for the first time in three weeks. it was nice to have to time to myself. so i didnt have to worry about her seeing how upset i was when i got home. i usually have to build up happiness to not let my mom know when im depressed. that usually makes it worse. having to hide it. but i'm getting pretty good at it. great i was just informed her ex husband is coming tomorrow to mow the grass.....mow the grass...sure. he'll end up staying a day or two and be all close with her and shit. man life sucks. i had to drive out to get something when my mom got home...and i was bymyself and everytime i car went passed me i had this intense urge to run into them. or off the side of the road...particularly in the creek near my house...that i have to go over on a bridge. eh...meh. its really hot outside. i hate florida. i hate summer. i want some green tea! but we dont have any. dammitalltohell. eh, i guess i'm done here. im just trying to waste time i guess. bleh.