ahh! today.. today sucked.. just like every other day. i really miss New Jersey now.. i watched the Spy Game and I'll Be Home For Christmas.. it was so depressing.. b.c. in the middle of the christmas movie.. i realized. that i'll never have another christmas again with snow. or in the winter having the power go out b.c. of snowstorms or getting out of school b.c. of the snow.. or wishing that it snows so that we have a snowday.. thats just so depressing.. i love the snow! and now i won't be able to go snowboarding.. yea sure.. i can go up and visit and go.. but i cant go everyweekend if i wanted to... ah this really sucks! and now more Spy game with Jenn! lol .. we played the spy game.. it was Me, Jenn, Chris, Ben, Jay, ect. lol.. who ever really wanted to join in.. :'( no more.. well my mom just came in before and now i have to get off.. god damn it! i hate this.. i am wide awake.. and i won't be able to sleep.. and no body kan allow calls this late except me. (because i got my own line! and parents on other side of house! lol) and what? am i gonna call myself? lol i dont think so... ack.. boredum.. boredum is soon going to kill me.. :-D then i could fly to jersey! lol and then come back alive! and live once again in Jersey! ha! YAY! well... i have nothing else to write and besides.. i gotta get off before she comes back in here.. lol byez! i love you! ~Nicole