Alright.. Today I heard that two girls were murdered a block away from my dads work. I think thats horrible. and ever since i found out.. something trigered somethin in my head.. lol.. and ive been like terrified.. or feel something horrible is going to happen... i havent felt like this since like Nj when my mom got into a car crash.. and that was a good 2 years ago... I dont wanna be scared. it feels horrible.. and its like 3:40 AM! and i cant go to sleep.. Anywayz other than that... I guess things are goin pretty good.. I have a job.. at the cat rescue.. dont really wanna work there.. but hey.. money for clothes for Nj! lol.. i decided im only gonna work 2 weeks.. and my mom told her that... and besides i wouldnt be able to work after that at all.. cuz then id be in Jersey.. then right when i get back.. I have band camp.. then school.. lol.. hmm.. oh look! PICTURES!! yayy! http://community.webshots.com/user/babychick5789 HEHEH!! soo... hmmm Im soo extremely bored! (as hell!) grrarr.. blehblehblehblehblehblehblehblehblehblehbleh My eye isnt really swollen any more.. did i tell ya? if not.. it was humungous! and blood shot!! its not bloodshot anymore.. but its still a bit swollen.. but before.. mann.. it was horrible... I looked like i was on drugs.. im serious! lol.. hmm.. I got another journal.. yea.. but im not gonna announce it on here cuz there is someone reading this that i dont want too.. so if ya want it just ask me.. lol.. hmm... Nj! Im startin to get excited to go! Kim was like! NIKKI! I MISS YOU SOO MUCH!! YOUR GONNA STAY WITH ME WHEN YOU ARE UP HERE RIGHT?!?!?! and im just like of course! :oD!! oo! when i go to jersey.. im gonna get soo many pictures!! yayy!! :-D cant wait! well.. i dunno what else to write.. so.. g'night.. or.. umm.. g'morning... ♥ Nicole! ♥