Today the Winter guard performed at our Pep Rally.. afterwards.. random people would come up and be like Omg! good Job today! i liked it.. it was like wow!!.. lol.. it was funny.. then.. It was hat day.. I wore this brown hat.. it was cute. i guess.. my hair was all crimpt from the show cuz we had to wear it crimpt and up in half up half down.. so yea.. my hair was puffy today.. but thats ok.. I had my hat to cover it up.. lol.. Tonight.. I have a date. with this kid Doug.. not sure if i can go yet.. now im thinking i dont wanna go. but i kinda like him.. so far.. and yea. hes already asked me out like three times.. i was just like no. so we decided to go to the movies. lol.. funn.. he seems really sweet so far. He reminds me of Zac in some ways. :(. but.. I dunno.. trying not to think bout that.. but i just cant help it sometimes. I went to the doctors and while we were waiting my mom asked bout zac.. and she asked if i still talked to him.. and other stuff.. and i started to cry.. and shes like awe! im sry i didnt mean to bring him up.. i didnt know.. and yea. so things are better between me and my mom.. but worse with me and my dad.. I got him so pissed the other morning.. and he scared me cuz he went into a rage. then he came home from work and hes like.. If you EVER do that again to me.. and just looked at me.. and was all ickth.. then turned away.. cuz i kept fallin asleep in the morning.. i mean.. i think he was a lil over reacting.. but w/e.. i didnt miss my bus.. so whats the problem!? alright.. later. Nicole