please read whole thing. what did i do that was so horrible, that i had to be thrown to the curb.. like i was dirt, with no feelings.. ive tried to talk to you.. but you always seem to ignore me.. try and avoid me.. ect... but now i really get the hint.. yes.. FINALLY.. you dont want to talk to me at all.. it seems you want NOTHING to do with me. well then fine. what ever. im done. done trying to get you to tell me. its obvious im just pushing you further away. when your ready.. come and tell me what happened.. then ill realize that you were nice enough to confront me.. and tell me what was up. if i did anything. if we could start over. or if you wanted to just forget me. I'd respect your decision. Cuz over the past year. Ive had to let ALOT of people go.. and so.. Ive gotten used to losing the people i most care about. and yea sure.. it hurts like a mother fucking bitch! but.. your the one who chooses what happens... and i cant stop that! but dont let my feelings get in the way of what you really want.. cuz ill be fine.. so make you decision.. and if you did already.. than i guess i know it.. cuz you are doing a great job of showing me what it is.. just ignore me.. pretend as if i werent there. but w/e.. sure im mad. but it would be nice to get the truth.. and once i did. then id say okay. and let you go on.. and if you didnt wanna talk to me anymore.. than fine. ill leave you alone forever. but for now.. Ill leave you.. until you decide if your gonna be fair to me.. and confront me. until then.. *bye* ♥ Nicole ♥ **Sweet Dreams**