Competition tomorrow for Winter Guard... wish me luck!!! cuz im soo gonna need it!! heh.. anyways.. things with me and zac are all better now.. :-D.. I really like him a lot. he wasnt sure what he wanted to do.. like.. with the whole us thing situation... if there even is an us. heh.. i guess right now were just friends.. but i dunno.. its very hard to explain.. but ya... i just want to know what he decided to do.. to stay friends... or go out.. or sumthin.. i really wanna go bak out with him tho.. heh.. cuz i miss him.. AND!!.. for some reason it seems he's been nicer. he tried and understand the whole movie thing that happened.. and hes been good about it.. he hasnt ignored me.. which i appreciate a lot... he gave me his sweat shirt wed. cuz i was cold.. then he gave it to me today after school when we were outsde waitin for his ride.. then his ride got there.. and he said i could keep his sweat shirt. :D. yay.. so.. I'm now wearin his sweat shirt. lol. its soo comfy. and smells good. heh. :D. well.. that cute kid in my science... that I mentioned a couple entries before... well.. he started talkin to me today.. yea.. but i dunno.. he seems a lil... concieded... or.... something?.. dont know the word.. but i cant really say anything cuz i dont really know him.. heh.. well.. =D!!!! I'm phsyced for the competition tomorrow... Im nervous. Im gonna screw up.. but.. grrrr... our instructor dude... took out the ending work!! and that was like the coolest part in there!! we had this awesome double toss.. and i loved that toss!!! and we also had rocket tosses... but took that out to.. :'(.. and then he put in gay shit like drop spins and cones... basic stuff.. so that kinda looks gay. ya... i kno. grr.. i was a lil mad at that... but w/e... guess will just hafta make the best outta it.. right? hmm.. nothing else to say.. i called zac before.. he was sleeping.. :'(.. so I dont think i'll get to talk to him tonight.. and his mom is so sweet. she told me good luck.. incase she didnt see me tomorrow before i went. :). how nice is that!? heh. soo.. things are goin pretty good right now.. well.. hmm... nothing else i can think of to write at the moment.. so.. until later!!! Nicole!