alright.. so my mom tried cancelling my flight to jersey.. but she couldnt... haha.. so she is still letting me go... haha.. im such a lucky bitch. and she didnt totally flip out like i thought.. i thought she was gonna strangle me.. but we fought and argued... and yea.. i think its okay now.. but shes setting all these rules for next year.. I really hate it.. I wish she didnt care bout it.. i seriously think id do better.. not have to worry or stress bout what my parents are gonna say or do.. and yea.. i think it would just be easier.. especially emotional - wise.. if ya get what im sayin.. haha.. errgghhh.. I hate guys.. I was startin to like this kid.. from like Coral Springs.. or some shit.. (met him at one of my competitions..) and then i just all of a sudden started talking to him.. and yea.. hes cool... and then we decided we were gonna hang out when he got outta school.. school for him ended today.. and so i talked to him online... and im like u wanna hang out tomorrow?.. and hes like sure.. and hes like what do you wanna do? and im like any chance you can come to jupiter.. and he totally flipped out on me.. and hes like.. why does everyone expect me to find rides.. blah blah.. and im like.. omg. nvm then.. forget it.. and hes ilke calm down... and then he started flippin again... cuz i was like.. i'd go down there but my dad is sick and all.. and he really is.. and my mom wouldnt drive me 40 min... just to hang out.. my dad prob. would.. but not when hes sick.. and so yea.. thats why he flipped out again.. and so i was like well then we'll have to hang out some other time.. and hes like okay. and i was just like what do you expect me to find all the rides?.. hah.. just being a bitch i guess.. I've become so bitchy towards guys lately... cuz they are all ass holes!.. I wish i could meet some one different.. haha.. well did once. but yea.. ergghh.. sry.. that just really bothered me.. cuz this was the first time we decided to hang out.. and the first time i asked him if maybe he could come to my town.. and he flipped out on me for what other girls expected of him.. and i mean.. come on.. chill the fuck down! but w/e.. he must not wanna hang out with me real bad if he wont even try to see me. so.. ughh.. I got this really cute skirt! hehe.. and cute bathing suit.. and cute shorts.. and a cute shirt! hehe.. I wanna wear my skirt and shirt tomorrow!.. my shirt is a baby green Guess tank.. its really cute.. and it kinda matched my eyes!! :-D.. (cuz my eyes change colors) and.. yea. the skirt is jean.. but.. it has lil ruffles in it.. or somethin... lol.. hehehe.... hmm... i wanna do something tomorrow... oo!! I wanna go to a club.. Ive been in the mood lately! hah.. alright... im getting bored.. ttyl! ♥ Nicole!