omg... Tabby... My god... I NEVER said I hated you! So stop putting yourself down in that way!!! All Im saying is that.. I feel as if I can't trust you... or anyone else! I never said NJ was better... I like florida a lot... its just.. I feel as if in NJ I had more true friends.. And... Im sry.. but you guys did this to yourselves! I mean.. You may have not thought that anything like this would have happened... but... What DID you think would have happened if I found out?.... Or... were you guys just planning on never letting me find out? these are the thoughts that run across my mind... Were they ever planning on telling me? Who really is telling the truth and what not?.. cuz i keep getting different stories.. Once they've lied once... then they go and correct themselves... is that a lie too? Can I really trust them with anything? cuz... If they could keep that secret a secret for about a month now or so... what else are they hiding from me? Since they hacked into it once... will they try and do it again?... I don't know any of these answers... If you guys were truly trustful friends.. then I wouldnt have to keep repeatedly asking these questions in my mind! Just because I am mad at you guys.. and don't trust you... doesn't mean that I HATE you... hate is a very strong word... I don't think i've ever HATED anybody in my life.. sure maybe dislike.. but not HATE. other questions.... Maybe some of them are just being nice to me.. so that if I tell them something.. they can go back and tell the rest of the gang. Maybe some of the friends that we are all friends with.. that werent part of this at all.. are just being nice to me still.. so that if i say something.. they can go back and report it to the gang... You guys have REALLY fucked me over... and Now I feel I can't trust ANYBODY. and some people are right... just because I don't trust you guys.. doesn't mean I should stop trusting everyone.. but... I have. Its now going to take me even more time to start trusting any of you again. but thats your fault. I may be souding like a bitch right now... but.. If you even try and understand what happened... im sure.. you'd see what I was saying. later. Nicole.