omg.. i just deleted it twice god damnit!! ok.. one more time i will rewrite it.. then.. im done.. alright.. so yesturday was our first football game.. I did pretty badly.. I heard it was completely horrible. but i guess i will find out monday when we watch the video in class. Mary Kay came in and did our make up for us.. That was pretty gayy.. It took forever!!!! heh.. omg veronica was like.. omg i look so ugly!! and god.. shes so pretty.. and she acts like shes the ugliest person in the world.. I had like 3 guys tell me that she looked really extremely pretty and even "hott" so yea.. she needs to stop saying shes ugly. cuz it gets annoying.. bc nobody thinks that of her.. ppl were even like .. "OMG VERONICA!! you should SOO be a model!!" lol.. and its true. shes really that pretty.... hmm.. at the end of the football game i didnt go anywhere.. I just went home. i wasnt really invited anywhere.. until the game was basically over.. Jessica invited me to taco bell.. but.. yea.. I couldnt go bc I didnt know about it before the game.. oh... but my cousin did.. he was invited to go as soon as school was out.. so yea.. I think that is pretty gay. and then a few ppl slept at kassies house.. that must have been fun. then other ppl went out to like chilli's and duffy's and shit.. but yea.. i just went home.. and got "lectured" by my mom it feels like.. But i guess it really wasnt a lecture at all.. but.. she just doesnt know what happens.. but.. ughh.. im done with this subject. this morning i woke up at 11:40 and then cleaned until like around 1 ish.. then fell back asleep.. Woke up again around 5:40.. haha.. I basically slept all day long.. then my sisters flight came in.. and she arrived at my house around 10 ish. everybody in my house.. (mom, dad, me, matt, melissa and her freind) were all in the kitchen.. and she was telling all her stories and stuff... and we were all just listening.. and then wed all talk and blah blah.. it was funn.. now all we are missing is CJ... but.. hes still in Jersey. :'(. I feel like such a stranger to them both now. but.. I guess thats just how its going to be.. Jessica called me today and see if i wanted to hang out. :) at least one person still does. lol.. but i was sleeping when she called :'(. so we didnt get to hang out.. So i think i might ask to invite her on the boat tomorrow.. cuz we are all going out and then going snorkeling. but i dunno.. Cuz we might not have enough equipment. oh haha.. This kid in my spanish class.. he is a Junior.. and he was passing around a note with this girl.. then they started talking alot like i was oblivious.. cuz he sat in front of me and was turned facing me cuz we were chattin.. and she was like.. well have you asked her yet?... and hes like noo.. and.. yea.. some more stuff.. but.. hmm.. then like 2 min. later.. hes like.. so.. what are you doing tomorrow night? .. and im all I have to go to the football game.. and hes like.. well afterwards do you wanna go to this lil party my friend is throwing.. we each are bringing like one person.. so it wont be that big.. and i was like.. umm.. i dont think i can go because i think i am doing something with one of my friends after the game.. and hes all.. oh.. ok.. lol.. i felt bad.. but i just met this kid this year.. I hardly know him.. and ive only been talking to him for liike a week and a half now.. and.. only in school.. and hes all.. yea were gonna get drunk and shit. and all i could think of was like date rape.. or getting me super drunk and taking advantage.. cuz.. yea... nvm.. not gonna go there.. but yea.. so i thought i would hold off and not go. lol. otherwise id be up to goin.. but. yea.. anyways.. hmm... I feel like getting drunk again.. lol well.. im super bored.. so im gonna go to sleep gnight. nicole.