Yesturday.. we had another competition.. We sucked majorly!!! we got 10th outta 11... god.. we have some major work to do..... well yea.. anyways.. Today.. my family had a superbowl party.. Its still going on.. but yea.. im here sittin on the computer.. there was this little girl named sydney.. only 5 years old.. and she was here.. and i was like babysitting her.. kinda.. cuz her mom wasnt here. and she was so cute at first.. she has these little dimples!.. awe so cute.. but then she became a lil brat. and she wouldnt let me go to the bathroom.. and she wouldnt let me go eat some food.. and then Zac text me.. and I was texting him back.. and she grabbed the phone from me and was like no phone. play with me. i was like. umm ok.. then I finally just left and locked myself in the bathroom pretended to go potty.. lol.. and text zac back.. it was horrible.. I was being pushed around by a 5 year old.. how pathetic am i? lol anyways.. then.. I wish i had gone to zacs.. Zac wanted me to go over there.. and we would have been home alone till 5!!!! but i woke up to damn late! and.. i had no ride there.. :'(... really wanted to go.. and then i wanted him to come over tomorrow after school.. cuz wed have like an hour and a half by ourselves.. but he has practice after school.. so w/e... just hafta wait till friday.. or some other day. of this week.. dunno.. we'll see when that time comes.. hmm.. i really want him. lol. ha. he thinks im obsessed with him.. I'm not completely obsessed with him.. I mean.. I don't think I am.... Am i? ... no im not. i'd know If i were... heh.. I'm so bored.. I hate my house. I cant stand being in it. I wanna go to zacs. and just stay over there.. and not come home.. ever. lol.. or.. at least someone elses house. but zacs would be cool ;).lol.. hmm.. Nothing else really.. oh.. This girl megan.. She wrote an entry about me.. and some bout zac.. and then bout the rookies.. and god. she had no fucking right at all to do that.. she said stuff like.. how Im not happy with zac.. and how I should forget him.. and how its gonna turn into an abusive relationship or sumthin.. and im just like wtf! hah.. cuz yea.. thats total bullshit. cuz im so happy when im with him :-D. then bout the rookies.. she said how were such slackers.. and were pulling the guard down... and me and jessica are slackers extroridinare.. or sumthin.. yea.. wtf for that too.. hah.. well yea.. that pissed me off.. so i wrote her a note.. and I was bein all nice bout it.. sayin she had no right to say that.. and i could say all these mean comments bout her and shit.. but i said i wasnt going to cuz im not gonna be mean.. and then.. i was all if you had somethin to say bout my please say it to my face and maybe we can work it out.. and all.. cuz then she couldnt turn it agaisnt me.. and if she showed anyone.. it would make her look bad and not me.. cuz i knew if i was mean to her and cursed her out and shit.. she would have showed her sister and made a big deal outta it.. cuz her sister is the guard captain.. and yea.. it would have became an issue.. but after that.. she apoligized.. and yea.. but I think she showed her sister.. and her sister made her apoligize... cuz she deleted her entry and everything. and yea.. I dont think she would ever apoligize to me.. cuz i think she hates me.. she said that she was just havin a bad day.. but i think she really meant it.. yea.. but.. I'm not gonna be mean to her.. cuz Im not that kinda person.. yea kno? .. but grr.. that still bothers me.. sry.. anyways... school tomorrow.. :-P... bleh. dont wanna go... well.. guess i'll write later... thats enough for one night.. later. Nicole. **