grr! my mom is a bitch.. god im so pissed off at her right now.. b.c.. all i asked for for Christmas.. was a plane ticket to Nj.. and she said she would do what she could. but then.. the other day.. she came and told me she couldnt get me that.. b.c. we "dont have the money" right now.. and thats not the thing that pissed me off.. i was ok with that.. b.c. i know that we are low on money.. the thing that pisses me off.. is that today.. my sister called.. and my mom was talking to her.. and my mom was all like.. "you should come here for christmas... i'll buy you a ticket to come here.. b.c. i kno you gotta pay for your collegde." and everything.. but yet.. we "dont have the money" for me... but we DO have the money for her... talk about favorite.. its not that i have n e thing agaist my sister.. i love her to death.. its just my mom really pissed me off!!! b.c. she knows how much i wanted to go to Nj!! I even found a cheap ticket like 3 weeks ago online.. and everything!!!!! but nope... we "dont have the money" grr!! i know i know.. i am complainin way too much! but i just really miss everyone up there! and i wanna see snow again.. b.c. now.. im not gonna be able to see snow.. until the next winter... prob. winter of 2005. :'(.. thats way too long to wait. im gonna die. :'(.. no snowboarding or friends now.. :'(.. grr-arr!! but.. i guess i'll get over it... i hope?.. well yea.. grr.. bye.