So I had Guard practice from 4-9 today.. That was funn.. We learned 16 pages of drill. :-P. It seems to be coming well.. Im getting soo excited, but also scared.. We learned new sabor work.. and fixed up some rifle work.. we have 3 different rifle works going on at the same time.. its crazy.. it'll look good in the end.. I hope. I feel like im constantly trying to fit in with everybody else.. I was walking with some friends and I was all.. we should do something tonight.. and they are all yea! .. then once we go into the band room.. they are getting ready to hang out and saying all this stuff.. and they didnt say one single word to me.. so yea.. I kinda feel like ive been pushed aside. but its all good.. it doesnt really bother me anymore. I guess its been happening ever since they became close friends with Kaity... I had a dream.. That it snows here. omg It felt soo real! when I woke up.. i was just like.. 'Wheres the snow?' haha. my gosh.. I miss it oh so much. I watched 'The 4 Feathers' today. omg I love it! That's really a great movie... So if you haven't seen it.. I suggest you should go rent it... NOW! lol :-P ughh.. I keep wanting to I M this certain guyy.. but everytime an opportunity comes... I don't.. I keep waiting to see if he'll I M me.. I don't think he ever will. I think he is just stubborn. blehh.. I'll prolly just end up waiting till competitions start... I want to go somewhere. Do something. I want to go ice skating. Maybe I will make one of my friends take me ice skating.. and give them gas money! since its like 40 minutes away, Down in Lake Hurst.. I mean Lake Worth. I always do that. cuz lake hurst is in Jersey.. hahh. ♥ ♥ ♥