Erghh! I IMed zac.. and was all ur birhtday is in 5 days!! and ur partys in 3!!! hope ya have fun!!!.. all like yea.. cuz the other day when i talked to him bout his birthday he was all excited.. now .. he like acted all pissy.. and yea. hes like im not that excited anymore.. and hes like. omg! stop freaking out bout my birthday!.. it sounded like something happened.. but.. i dunno.. he didnt have to take it out on me.. but what ever.. maybe he just.. i dunno.. doesnt like me talking to him. so w/e.. im so confused.. like hell talk to me fine one day.. then the next hes all pissy and all aggravated at me. w/e. i dont know anymore. i dunno what to think with him. so.. yea.. im starting to get over him.. kinda.. .. like i think im over him.. then id be all upset cuz we hardly talk.. but then when we do talk... he gets me so pissed off! so.. yea. im getting tired of it now. even tho i still do really care bout him.. its just.. i dont think he does bout me.. cuz.. yea.. he just seems to piss me off all the time now.. (well when ever we talk...) so yea.. grrr.. this is bothering me soo much and i dont freakin no why!! like... I want to be friends with him. cuz i still care and all.. but.. if he doesnt feel the same way.. i guess i cant force it.. and i mean i would think if he did wanna be friends.. hed i dunno.. try.. but.. i dunno.. like the other day was good.. we talked and all.. n everything seemed fine.. now hes all pissy.. maybe hes just in a bad mood. but w/e... guess ill find out later. trumpet sectionals went on after school.. grr on chris! im gonna kill him! he didnt go to sectionals!! neither did keith! and chris didnt go.. just cuz he didnt feel like it. even tho we need it.. especially him too!! and grrr.. fine.. hell be one of the only trumpets who dont know how to play the songs. but then.. AHH! it bothered me so much! .. went to burgerking. then jessica's house. and then rollerblading w/ jess.. I havent been roller blading in more then a year.. since i lived in Jersey! and.. wow.. it was soo.. weird.. it brought back memories i had forgotten! lol.. :-.. :-).. good and bad in both ways tho.. lol.. but thats ok. Jessica's mom walked her to every single one of her classes and made sure she went.. and stayed in her classes with her.. awe i felt bad.. it must have been soo embarrasing.. but.. Jess did get herself into it tho.. all that skipping she done.. and not stopping.. and then worst of all!!! she might skip the whole day tomorrow!!!! i mean.. she really has to STOP!.. im afraid she might fail 9th grade! but.. w/e.. its her life i guess.. hmm.. what else.. hmm.. nothing else really. bye! ♥ Nicole ♥