Omg. Why do guys have to act like such asses. I don't get it. It's fucking gay as hell. Raaaaawwwwrrrrrrr. So.. band camp was fun. tomorrow is the last day. 8-12. We perform for the parents tomorrow at 11. grr.. basically everyone has been getting on my nerves lately.. like at band.. Cuz some ppl.. Are just soo freaking immature. and.. ughh.. it gets annoying after a while.. and then one person.. always brags... brag brag brag.. and you just wanna yell and say SHUT THE HELL UP!!!! god damn! ugh... Today was the talent show. I did an act with the other members of guard.. and we won. it was pretty tight. and it was funn. ughh.. I felt depressed today at the end of camp.. I felt as if i were going to cry. and not one person noticed except Rheanna. ughh.. But I still haven't talked to anyone. Cuz every single time I talk to some body.. they go and blabber to the whole damn world. and I absolutely hate that. Sam is in Europe. he won't be back till Aug. 24 ish.. and.. yea.. long time. So I saw Zac today at camp. I went to say hi.. and he went and hid behind someone. so i was all okay.. and walked away.. haha.. then went back later with rheanna.. and said hi again.. and yea.. then we left.. so I didnt really get to talk with him. He told me earlier before that he was maybe gonna go tomorrow.. and I kinda hope he does.. cuz.. I dunno why.. And then he asked me to go to the beach with him.. and i was going to go.. but then this whole thing started with my cuzin.. cuz i dunno.. zac started callin matt gay.. cuz i called him gay.. and i guess he took that literally.. and yea.. i asekd him to stop.. and he kept going on.. and my cuz was getting mad.. and.. ughh.. i kno how it is when you first move somewhere.. its hard.. and i just wanted zac to stop.. cuz yea.. I know when i first moved here i tried to just fit in with everyone.. and ughh.. w/e.. so i kinda dunno.. forget it.. so then i was like if you dont stop then im not going saturday.. and hes like fine.. and hes all i was jk.. blah blah.. so i guess i wont see you sat or tomorrow. and im like why>? and hes all cuz he said so. and i was like.. well you sayd u were jk.. so im fine.. and he signed off.. so.. guhh I hate when they sign off like that. It annoys the HELL outta me.. and frankly.. im not as tolerant as i used to be.. so w/e. ughh.. I mean.. ughh.. good night. ♥ Nicole ♥