grr... today.. was so boring. i did absolutely nothing. i woke up this morning. i was just lying there.. and i dunno why.. but i felt like cutting myself or sumthin.. dunno why.. well maybe i do kno why.. but.. ya.. but i didnt. i have NEVER... but.. yea.. i thought that was strange. hmm.. but i dont have the urge to n e more.. i dont think. lol.. i had a really weirde dream last night. first.. i was with my sis., lauren. and megan. and we were gonna go to pensylvania to go shopping. so we all went to the Seaside bridge.. and they all jumped off in the middle on brigde.. and i was too scared.. so i had to go to the sides where it was lower? and jump.. then they were collecting stuff from bottom of the bay.. and then we were just like swimming. and i dunno.. i remember thinking.. if we were gonna swim our way to pennsylvania.. then i went to the beach.. and there was a boat.. and there was this older guy there and he had a wet suit on.. and i had forgotten to wear mine. and so the ocean was like 60-70 and then the deeper it was colder.. and so i was just like its ok.. i'll just be cold.. and so we road out far into the ocean.. and we jumped in to study sharks! or sumthin.. and i stayed at the survice.. and then a shark was swimming towards me and i was flippin out and tryin to swim away.. but the shark was too fast and it caught up to me.. but it didnt harm me or n e thing. i thought that was strange too... i have no clue why i dreamed them.. lol.. strange.. i know.. hmm... me and my mom put a 500 peice puzzle together today.. we just got done at 11:30pm.. lol.. and we started at like 6... but we kinda went off and on.. lol.. well.. nothing else to tell... so... write later? bye! -nicole-