Zac actually talked to me.. weve talked last night and today.. nothing big.. but we've talked.. and im glad.. I still dont know what happened. but thats ok.. i'll wait.. till hes ready to tell me.. which i hope wont take TOO long.. but w/e.. im not gonna rush him.. ill just be patient... alright.. Championships.. went okay.. I was sick.. the morning of the championships.. I had a fever.. and felt like i was gonna throw up.. i tried eating soup.. but i couldnt.. lol.. cuz if i did.. i would have thrown it all up.. so i went to the comp. without eating anything.. and the day before i hadnt eatin anything since lunch.. anywayz.. right before we performed.. I like back out.. and i was all.. I dunno if i can do it! and .. yea.. it was horrible.. i was gonna throw up.. but my bd was being nice.. and got me a wet towel.. so i put that on the back of my neck.. and it cooled me down.. i felt a lil better.. still nautious.. but.. i dunno.. and then mr. sanz was just like i know you can do it! and so yea.. i kinda forced myself to go out.. but once i was out there i was fine.. i didnt mess up at all.. i did pretty good.. it felt so weird.. it didnt feel like any other comp. cause i wasnt that excited for it cuz i was sick.. lol.. and yea.. at awards.. we ended up at 9th place.. outta 13 guards.. not that great.. but ok.. we go to states tomorrow! miss the whole entire day of school.. and i missed today of school.. cuz i missed my bus.. and i still felt sick a lil.. my dad came home.. and said I was DEAD MEET! ... cuz I got him sick.. lol... he has what i had now... and i feel bad.. cuz that sickness.. w/e it was.. was HORRIBLE.. it was like a mix of strep throat.. migrains.. nautiousness.. and not being able to eat!!! lol it was... just nasty.. u dont wanna get it. lol hmm.. My friend John from Nj got emotional on me today... then he explained.,. that it was just because he missed me.. lol.. but then he wants me to like hook up with him when i get up there.. but thats not gonna happen.. cuz hes JUST my friend.. and nothing more. ya kno? anyways... hmm.. oh! im GROUNDED!! lol.. i failed english. :'(.. but thats ok.. ill be ungrounded soon. well.. nothing else really happened.. bye bye! ♥ Nicole ♥