I havent talked to zac at all in a while.. I tried calling him yesturday but he was sleeping... spring break.. tomorrow is last day until i go back to school.. wish i could have hung out with zac.. but i dont think he gives a fuck bout me anymore. so w/e. i'll try calling him tomorrow.. but dunno if ill get a chance.. cuz we have a wedding shower at my house tomorrow. yay fun. i get to mow the lawn tomorrow morning. so this week for spring break.. went to a couple parties.. and just hung out on a boat and went wakeboarding!! :).. and stuff.. and then yea.. after a party.. this kid tried to go in and kiss me!.. and i was like.. NO!!! I CANT!! and hes like why? and so we discussed that.. and hes like.. ohh... so its a guy thing.. all the good ones are always taken.. soooooooooooo.. yea.. but i think he was drunk anyways.. lol. so i stopped it from happening!! yay.. proud of myself. :). cuz like 3 months ago.. i wasnt so lucky.. and didnt stop it.. and.. yea.. bad mistake on my part. everything went horrible after that!!.. so never gonna do it again!!!! lol. i got a new computer. got kazaa.. and now i can actually listen to songs on my computer!!! my speakers work!! i got new and improved speakers and everything!! :-D.. the only thing that would make my spring break even better.. is to talk to zac and see what really happened.. :(. cuz im startin to miss him.. but i dunno.. cuz its seemed like he doesnt really give a fuck bout me. :(.. but.. *sigh*.. nothing i can do about that. :'(... alright.. well im downloading songs now.. so.. i'll write later. Sweet Dreams. ¢¾ Nicole ¢¾