yea so i alreday typed a really fukcing long entry on this but this beautiful site messed and it didn;t save it :( so we go again.. i love my twizlers and peanut butter like you don;t even know man.. it reminds me of fredonia times. i really miss the people there.. and ithaca.. i have been thinking about those people and times a lot lately... we had great times... the beaver song, cellos on steroids, figuring ways to sneak out at fredonia and ways to sneak umm stufff in at ithaca, god good times... i get attached to people.. some people think i don;t and i just push everyone away but that;s not true.. i do get very attached but not in an obsessive i want to spend all of my time loving you like some girls do with their guys, but like if im away from them too long i can't let out myself and it starts to build up in me til i get to i need to explode... that's prolly why i hate winter..i can;t be my-fredonia-self with my muscial lovers.. i miss them but when im there i need my brittnie... i almost lost my mind when i had mono b/c i couldn;t talk with her about all the stupid shit we talk about... and i tweaked on the water bottle.. i fucking cried when it looked at me funny.... i was losing my mind... god what would i do without my friends? but hell i usually hang out with like brittnie and her mom... yea im with kit more than some of my close friends.... well i chill with amamda tomorrow.. at aarons .. with perry... yea aarons name reminds me of llama.. double letter in the front.. hey anyone know the llama song from monty python... about dangerous llamas???