i wanted my mood to be about to break down but hey what can u do? today.. shitty orchestra rehearsal, a show with sir dexter that seems to have disappeared now, and a shittier dance and then to friendlys which will never contain the love that it did when emily worked in one... i guess i like died in this kid mikes arms at the show.. and daley says he was very cute and he was a skinny blonde with big brown eyes... if this is you please talk to me so i can figure out what happened tonight? yea anyway... brittnie likes jerry... i really hope they get together.. he's cool and i like it when she has a b/f that i can hang out with too and not have it be toooo weird.. *unlike fred and matt cough cough* anyway.. daley likes luke and i guess they're gonna end up together.. hope it doesn;t end up as another reed thing.. and i didn't mess that one up and will try to not destroy this one too... i hope that showing luke my tits doesn;t count as ruining this one otherwise i already fucked up... idk what im talking about anymore.... i don;t think i ever did know completely tho... ::it;s the way that he makes you fall in love:: it's funny how people are assholes... the dance sucked .. we only stayed a lil while cuz people thought we looked like shit but ya know w/e fuck you alll.. have a nice day asshole.. i hope that you seeing us like shit made your day a lil brighter and made you more conceded in thinking that your the best and were fucking ogres compared to you.. welll hunny when u get old your tits will sag and for some of you they already do.. lil kids won;t respect you and your children will grow and have their own lives leaving you to die... back where i look like shit and then kill myself early in life and don;t have to deal with the rejection of loved ones only from lil bits of scum like you that i pick off my shoe with stick... i think i get the better deal ... i don;t wanna get old anyway...