ya so today we did go to the mall then friendly;s with kit and kim..it was me jessy and bitty.. we met dexter too.. it;'s now 2 54 am i should be sleeping b.c i need a regualer sleep schedule so that i can go to goddamn symphony sunday.. grrr.. i guess i never really realized how stupid i really am until tonight... idk i;ve been thinkin (a dangerous past time i know) taht i say really stupid shit.. like when we were watching jay and silent bob.. and guhh omg we watched the coolest documentary.. shit am i that lame? is was on iowa and meth and some poeple who use it there..it was very interesting apart from the fact that i am deathly afraid of needles and couldn't watch some of it.. but it made me realize i never wanna do meth :) crank is bad :) i feel like the old me.. the last year me.. when my parents thought that i was a bitch and hoe i was so cold to evreyone.. well i feel like the cold old me again.. maybe the cold snow has something to do with it...