[here's to d y i n g in anothers arms; and why I had to try it] because i have nothing better to do in school, i let my mind wander today. something came from the vault of useless knowledge to my attention. just a stupid user name, but it got me thinking for the rest of the day. "insomnia is sex". this will sound stupid and irrelevant to all proceedings in the world, but i disagree. sleep is sex. well.. both are those things that humans so often look forward to at the end of their day. but who looks forward to insomnia? insomnia is abstinence, celibecy. waiting for the touch of that one special man. The one who puts a twinkle in your eye, and wrap you in his warm embrace that emits comfort. regardless of who it is for you, i first think of the sandman, whose twinkle is sand, and embrace is unconsiousness. (and no not the comics in which his sister is death. that would make an interesting jerry springer - "well jerry, ah chated on da san'man wid 'is sista death." "yes, this comment is for the sandman, you call her the whore for cheating on you, but you visit thousands of other women everynight" ouch, i should stop. ) but somehow it is connected. both could be seen as issues of trust. Health Class always said that you should trust those you fuck, but sleeping is trusting too. you trust that you will wake up. you trust that the people around you won;t write stupid sayings on your forehead. when ur suspicious of any little thing, its not exatcly easy to get some shut eye. but when are you more vulnerable than with your back to everything, eyes closed, and living in a dream world? if someone says "i want to sleep with you." what does it mean to you? this entry stopped making useful sense after the quote i stole from somewheres. sorry if you wasted your time exploring the thoughts that littered my mind today. refunds will be given at the door another random thought... horny is looking for sex and tired is looking for sleep, yet sleep and sex are parallels in this entry, so when the housewife says not tonight i'm tired, does that mean you should still go for it? ouch this needs to move out of my head...