i shouldn't be crampy but i am... lets see todays wednesday... o hooray let the pmsing begin... and the see the next episode airing on next wednesday: the reuturn of paco... fuck yes yes... we go to the shrink today... good ol' gep.. nothing to talk about tho.. nothing is happening in my life... lets see what could we say? daley i think is mad at me again.. reed returns in uhh tomorrow? brittnie's irritated by everyone and wants to bang luke... and im feel crampy... that;s a great therapy session right there.. so we;ll end up talking about my parents again... or maybe i'll tell him about joe.. i've been thinking alot of him lately.. which juvie school he's in now... i never really hated him for what he did and i think im wrong in doing that... i never feared him or avoided him either.. actually i blocked him out for 5 years... forgot i ever knew him... but dex brings him back... i actually talked to brittnie about him... i never really told anyone... i guess i don;t really tell anyone anything tho... "emma doens;t kiss and tell" from la brenda the other day...maybe i wouldn;t be so psycotic if i actuallly talked to people..."share your feelings.. what do u feel?" oh fuck off..