this is ridiculous. i may have broken you're heart unintentionally, but you;ve been slowly tearing me down since the conversations we had while i was gone. is this the last punch, the one that;s supposed to throw me to the ground? i am not a machine such that i get into relationships to destoy; there is human blood in the heart i do have. unfortuanely, i loved you with that heart. i'm sorry i;m not everything you hoped for.