i don't know how to start this entry. ::sigh:: well here goes bobby was arrested today. at work. now he's in a holding cell. j00 called and told me. i laughed, but it hurt. not that he'll leave, but that i laughed at something that hurt when it happened last time. change. for better or worse i don;t know yet. i guess this is my something new, eh? well kind of.. it;s happened before. so back to sqaure one. i've been here a lot. i should decorate, make it a lil more homey. it just brings me down as it is now. but as for bobby, he;s getting personally escorted down to south carolina or w/e. this time, we won;t talk all the time. we won;t talk at all. but im happy b/c now he can get his life out of drug induced living and maybe set goals for himself.. but it's depressing.. last time he got caught i was so sad and this time i laughed... it's just.. we used to have so much and now he's a nazi pot head. i guess he always was.. i just never saw it.. randys right.. deep down i do care. no matter what the bitches say...either way i don;t like it..