yea went to philly yesterday... pizza hut pizza is greasy but good cold.. i have a few new friends in symphony so im not a complete loser anymore.. elena's cool but laughs at me because i tend to say "good times" and "yeah, right?" all the time... and holly's nice but a little quiet.. and there's lauren who loves david bowie in spandex and the sandman... yep.. the franklin institute is boring as hell.. never go there... the symphony that we heard was good but i zoned and then noticed that we were quite close to the ceiling (we were in balcony seats) and that there seemed to be sprinklers everywhere except where i was sitting... since we were on like the 3rd or 4th floor it wouldn't have mattered if there was a fire... we'd all get stuck behind the fukcing snobby old people and die anyway... i quite enjoyed the concert as you can tell.. there's ballet there later this month.. i would go if i could guarentee i wouldn;t zone but i can;t so nvm.. i bleed in 4 days.. lifer kept me from killing myself on the way to philly... i find that i really like road trips no matter how im traveling so this summer were gonna buy a shitty van and travel the country... go to florida to visit my katie.. i talked to her.. her and alex are friends with benefits er something.. w/e im supposed to chill with kiel today..but idk i don't think that it's gonna work out.. but o well.. i need new pants b/c mine are tending to fall apart and are kinda nasty... but hey who needs pants? i was thinking of wearing shorts today.. since there is snow outside and i don't wear shorts in the winter so now is the perfect time... even though i only have guy shorts.. cuz i have a penis.. yes i do...