hmm. i guess bobby is taking sXe me well.. i think he thinks i'm turning into randy. lol. no drugs. no alcohol. no sex. the last one it really hurting him. but too bad, b/c im just.. yea not into sex right now.. with anyone.. . and now it;s like... he's trying to be sXe and i dunno if it's for me or who ever, but idk... not good for him i think. sXe is cool if it's for you. like jeremy. way to go j00! im sooo proud of him for the decisions he's trying to make now. it's just . yea. maybe keeping sex from him is too evil. he might start killing people. he takes his anger out on whoever he sleeps with.. which i find slightly scary but eh. idk. anyway. play tomorrow. pictures tomorrow. fuck the cat just puked. but anyway the most important thing about tomorrow is: IT'S JAY'S BIRTHDAY! i want to make him come home... hmmm i shall try. sing it to the tune of FAGGOT FAGGOT FAGGOT