i had been so good. sXe emma. she broke last night. also in the process of not trying to find a guy, and only encouraging the relationships of her friends... she might have found herself a guy. im elated. sigh. though some of my actions from last night are regrettable. make out sessions with people that there should not have been contact with. it was a stoplight party. red shirt - taken, yellow - taken but loooking, green - looking for love.. *sings looking for love song* anyway i wore gray. i wanted to be removed from the hookup atmosphere.. but i had a bottle before the party.. and the two kegs in the tub didn;t help. ugh. im disgusting. so now we have a plan: we will call those whom the kisses were not indended and explain ourselves... myself. ugh my hand is all scratched. the cutest little puppy fought me for a beer. i kept the beer but i think it won. not only did it killl my and it spilled the beer on me anyway and licked it off. so cute. i feel super middle school. i have a crush. shhhh don;t tell. ahahahhaha w/e. byeeeee