i didnt really want to talk to anyone today i just did my work and turned it in and on top of that the only thing on my mind is something that has nothing to do with me at all. strange. So my stomach was hurting so bad today so i skipped last period with adriana and sarah. it wasnt very eventful. oh and how could i forget the wonderful present that someone left on my car. a wonderful defaced poster of avril. "Im so hardcore it scares me" thats what it says. well i doubt whoever did that will be reading this but just for the record i wanna send them a big FUCK YOU. FIRST OF ALL i dont even claim to be fucking hardcore. i listen to some "hardcore"music but not too much. actually if anything id probably say that i liked EMO the most. hell i listen to some counrty the dixie chicks and shania twain are awesome. and i dance! so although im really not that fond of it some pop/hip hop as well. yeah so fuck you. BITCHES. im so fucking tired of people getting on me for everything i do. if i like something im going to do it. simple as that. is it wrong to just be myself. jesus just leave me alone. i know i dont have friends but i dont do anything to anyone to deserve an enemy. if i want to wear my fucking studded belt or my VANS then I CAN DO THAT. who the hell are you to say otherwise? are you so insecure that you have to make others out to be "posers" so that you feel more in control of your life? well if thats the case lemme tell you... there are a million other people out there who im sure could be considered more of a poser than i ever would. i mean after all i dont even claim to be punk/goth/prep/jock... you name it im not im just a loser who sits at her computer all the fucking time waiting for her few friends to have a free moment. so THANK YOU for just making my already shitty day a real living hell! its awesome. you rock.