its 3 AM. saturday night i went to sleep at 5 AM and woke up at like 8 30 sunday morning. i needed to sleep that night. but i didnt get to. ive had 2 1/2 hours of sleep. so thats like 5 1/2 hours of sleep in... a long ass time..cant figure it out now youre keeping me up and i didnt want to beg you. i really didnt. i dont even like asking for things let alone begging.. but i am so tired and my eyes hurt and my face is getting ugly. i have my "plan B" for if you decide not to talk to me my letter and my box.but im starting to see that if you decide not to talk to me that letter isnt going to do me any good. my mind is going a mile a minute and i cant stop asking myself questions and thinking of things that i wish i could just let out but you wont let me i just want to sleep and be done i dont want you back alright? please