here goes... so my parents are both unemployed since bad business kept them from moving & they cant afford to send my dad back to FL. yet. they have no money and couldnt even buy our christmas gifts. i hate charity i hate seeing my family struggle & beg. im scared for them im feeling alone is adriana basically all i have,but i dont even see her..heres something that nobody knows..i never talk about it because im always worried people wont take me seriously and think im just trying to get attention. i care too much about what people think . but whatever... i have depression. i had to visit a couple counselors/doctors and take tests. theyre sending me to a psychiatrist. i was really happy about that. id have someone to talk to they said they would probably medicate me. i was really looking foward to really feeling happy again. but now the fucking insurance people found out i live with my grandparents and dont want to pay for it. its not like i can move home. my life is here &and my parents have no room anymore. IM TIRED OF FEELING LET DOWN i found that out and everything thats happened .. ugh.. i cant get better on my own ive tried everything i know. and now people are going to be difficult okay im done venting.