Awake For the years it takes to see you 'Til I almost lose my mind 'Cause I'll never be alright And I'm sorry you had to see this But I'm such a mess And I never could forget I'm scared I'll miss the way we use to talk And if its all forever lost dont wanna know I'm scared that you're the one that got away And i want you here with me tonight you never come I'm not sure of anyone But I've got plans I'm not asking for everything But sure I could use a hand Get a little anxious sometimes You'll be gone and I'll be left behind Get a little nervous sometimes It'll be my cue and I'll forget my lines Get a little lost look and some staring from the corner of my eye Never really mastered disinterest I can't see how the way that you leave me alone makes us close I must be out of touch I won't ask you to give up on the things that seem to keep you gone But I can be gone too Feel a little sorry sometimes You're not here when I am writing Feels a little awkward sometimes You won't talk but we're not fighting You hold on to your secrets and I'm not privy to what is on your mind And I can't help but feel tired so tired so tired so tired