DISAPPOINTED! thats an understatment ... my fall break is not going well. and im only like one day into it.. tonight i was just sooooo sad and im not even exactly sure why. so i left. told my grandma i was going to the mexicans house and just drove in circles around 96th street and shit... almost got lost there for a sec. i found a parking lot to relax in but this chinese man kept staring at me like i was gonna rob his store and that bothred me . so i left ... started to get lonely couldnt get ahold of adriana. and then my paranoia set in and i kept feeling like i was being followed i know i wasnt but... meh.. so i just came home. TEAR!!!!!!!!! jesus christ! i swear its so low that i dont think it could get much worse. hopefully ill feel better saturday. im going to gas city. and im shopping tomorrow ..at last.. so maybe that will be soothing like it used to be ..::crossyourfingers::..