Listening to: letting songs play through .
Feeling: grr
him: hey there
me: hi
him: how you doin?
me: fine you
him: just fine?
him: why not great
me: who knows!
him: i think you need a hug tiff
him: i was gonna call you at like 1 last night to see if you wanted to go to denny's but i didn't really think you'd wanna
me: wow john like id be able to go out then anyways
him: i know that's why i didn't
me: well i kind of figured you werent gonna anyways
him: why wouldn't i?
him: are you still pissed cause i haven't made your nobel prize yet?
me: no but i just knew that you wouldnt call
him: i'm sorry tiff, i just knew you wouldn't be able to go out
me: well why would you wait till then ?
him: i got home at l0 and just wanted to lay in bed then i feel asleep and woke up at 1
me: you were home for a night? or the weekend
him: just last night
me: okay
him: i really do wanna see you tiff, i wasn't full of shit
me: okay
so i THOUGHT things might have been different. his drunken novels he has sent me on occasion made me kind of uncomfortable at the time, cause i dont miss him at all. but after telling me how much "he missed me in his arms" and all that shitthat he swore was true youd think that hed at least be a good friend. HA. god i was wrong about someone again. stupid frat boy whos just looking for a piece of ass. fuck that.hes such a DRAMA QUEEN.i figured that out a long time ago and learned my lesson. i dont wanna go there again. i hope he knows that now
ADRIANA