mk so its like 2 in the morning.. good god i hate school ..with a passion.. i was doing so well too and now im falling behind again. it sucks because when i fall behind its like dominos and its so incredibly hard to get back on track until the next grading period. fuck me ill be getting a pay raise at ritters soon. im getting promoted or something like that. to shift leader. sounds like ill be a "junior manager" i have to be in charge when managers arent there, run the custard machine and collect money at the end of the night (scary) i hope they dont make me close by myself!! haha poor ritters, they dont know that i am not a leader! but i wont tell them because i need a raise. i talked to my old friend after months of avoidence. we had problems and probably still do but at least now were going to talk about it like big girls. yay for us! i think my mom changed her mind about sending me away for a week. and now shes not doing anything at all. FIGURES. oh well. i dont need her help im happier now happier but stressed at the same time.. is that possible? wouldnt be so bad if i could just tolerate it. Stress makes me sick. stomach aches and nausious im a baby. i just need a kick in the ass probably.