my car, ugly yes but i always stuck up for it because it got me where i needed to go. "my cars a trooper" i said. it survived a wreck with just a few bruises(you should have seen the other car) and got me as far as kentucky and back. but its been having lots of problems. and now TRANSMISSION problems. they tell me thats not good. so now im eating comfort food that i dont need because ive already had enough food tonight THERE IS NO FUCKING WAY IN HELL THAT I CAN SURVIVE WITHOUT A VEHICLE!!!!!!!! its not possible and i have no idea what i will do if this car dies for good. i might as well just shoot myself in the foot. its not like id be going anywhere anyways grrr