Listening to: playing through everything again
Feeling: sadistic
mommy dearest payed me a visit today
Most of the people reading this already know that my family IS for sure moving to Florida with or without me.. its my call..
I cannot stand to be around my mother anymore because she will just stare at me and act all loving.So Fake and i hate it.She is not a loving person and shes a bad liar. I dunno why she thinks she can fool me she never did before. She wasnt a nice person then and shes not one now... well the fakeness is now 8971283471 times worse and shes pressuring me.
Florida is so far. UGH! and as much as i dislike her games she is still my mother. my FAMILY and its so hard to have her practically on her knees begging and not feel like a horrible person,it makes me forget why i left in the first place for a second. Anyone know what i mean?
and shes so munipulative. she knows my weakness. my brother and sister and she sends them to me. they do her dirty work because they dont know any better and they really do miss me.
so im caught between my handful of friends here and my 2 favortie little brats.i dont really wanna go. i want something to happen here to give me a reason to stay until graduation. i PRAY something happens if not i think im gonna feel obligated to go.
and ive only got maybe a month if that to make my decison. FUCK MEEEEEEE
it makes a lot of sense.
sorry i had to do that...sooo tempting..op i still have some more characters to use...sorry gonna make it longer
i just changed those pictures right after u commented.
PLEASE???!?!?!?!!?!
is there a website that has it?????????
+numb+
~merridith
his name is seth oliver.
he was a famous explorer who died a virgin and alone.
he discovered the largest maple leaf in the world and it was 25 sq FT!
he was an amazing man.
i don't know him...but i like to have this picture EVERYWHERE that i sign my name or comments.
i think you should do a big think session (which you probably have so im blabbing incoherantly) and just list pros and cons of both situations ...I LOOOOVE YOOUUU!!! tehehehehe bye
i think we all are a bit mental hehe