well tonight i went to ohio. pefect. didnt get lost ONCE not even on the little streets. bekki and i are expert navigators. walked around. stumbled across the bogarts and a shit load of scalpers. we bought tickets. they were 35 each but mine was 40 because the guy decided he didnt wanna give me my change back. he said it was his "tip" ass. but thats okay because it was worth it. i love big crowds i love being IN big crowds(at shows) by myself around a bunch of other people i dont know and nobody cares if you smell or if your hair is messed up youre just there having a great time and with the exception of a few assholes i always find someone to "bond" with. just a smile and a help up but its really nice maybe im wierd but i really really love it. i also got my ears stretched to a 4ga. excellent. on the way there i was really excited and then talkative due to extra medicine on top of that... but now i just feel wierd. i dunno. i dont think i like this feeling though