well today i was gonna wear the pretty sweater but i decided i ate too much the past couple days for that... maybe tomorrow .. my apologies to the mex. i know she was looking foward to that. plus im too tired to do my hair nice. anyways.. last night i think just proved to me that people really are talk 50% of the time...and the other 50% i never really take seriously either because of all the other bullshitters . sad.. i know im being pessimistic but i dont care. its true i know it always has been i guess im just letting it get to me more today. blah ... im off to school