what the hell its all the same old lines that you give anyone just to be polite.. so sad that the ones who have helped me the most are people ive never met! and i know that the ones im close to care but i just want them to show it i guess. i know im being really difficult but..i dunno i just need to hear it.plus i am a person of reason. i like to have answers to all my questions and explanations to back them up. sometimes its a great quality to have, i promise it is. but this time it looks as if my answer is gonna cost me my sanity